Wednesday, December 22, 2010

so caught up

lunar eclipse on a cloudy night
70 degrees on the first day of winter

that's my life... wrong place, wrong time. it's the winter solstice and all i can think is how much i miss july. trying so hard to be happy with what i'm given; with what's right in front of my face, but it's hard to be satisfied after being somewhere so much greater.

you're putting everyone to shame.

it's funny to see how i've grown and a changed over the years. still slightly a mess and in progress, but so far from where i've been. i'm realizing how strong i am and i'm setting so many new goals with such high hopes. i imagine 10 years from now i'll look back and feel even more a stranger to who i am now.

{But what do you do when you're out of touch, what do you do?
And how do you live with a conscience so caught up, how do you live?}

Sunday, December 5, 2010

but my heart told my head

"this time no."

i just can't seem to find my feet this time.