looking forward to:

1. moving back to Little Rock.

2. all the bffie time i could possibly want.

3. new job. (or two.)

4. new life.

5. starting school again.

6. working on opening an online boutique. (keep your eyes peeled.)

7. decorating my new apartment (:

my future work room <3

dear friend, as you know,

your flowers are all withering
your mother's gone missing
your leaves have drifted away

but the clouds are clearing up
and i've come reveling
burning incandescently
like a bastard on the burning sea

but you're just like your father
buried deep under the water
you're resting on your laurels
and stepping on my toes
whose side are you on?
what side is this anyways?
put down your sword and crown
come lay with me on the ground.

you come beating like moth's wings
spastic and violently -
whipping me into a storm
shaking me down to the core
but you've run away from me
and you've left me shimmering
like diamond wedding rings
spinning dizzily down on the ground

i swear my mind works against me sometimes.

waitingggg

can't wait !!

in about three weeks i will be starting fresh. no more yucky upstate new york. i will finally have a life again. i'm so ready to feel independent.