i'm too proud for love

there's a possibilitythere's a possibility
all that i had was all i'm gon' get
there's a possibilitythere's a possibility
all i'm gonna get is gone with your step
all i'm gonna get is gone with your step

so tell me when you hear my heart stop
you're the only one that knows
tell me when you hear my silence
there's a possibility i wouldn't know

know that when you leave
know that when you leave
by blood and by mean you walk like a theif
by blood and by mean and i fall when you leave

so tell me when you hear my heart stop
you're the only one that knows
tell me when you hear my silence
there's a possibility i wouldn't know

so tell me when my sigh is over
you're the reason why i'm close
tell me when you hear me falling
there's a possibility it wouldn't show

by blood and by mean i fall when you leave
by blood and by mean i follow your lead

love love love

i found the most amazing website by accident and thought i should share it with the world! save on crafts has such cute things--just about everything you could imagine.

like French Composition Lined Notebooks

and Correspondence Sticker Sets

and cute little Feather Birds

and cardboard play houses, and chandeliers, and just about everything a crafter could possibly need or want. i'm so excited for my first pay check so that i can buy a whole bunch of neat things that i don't really need! yaayyy!

i am not weak.

Knots in her hair and all lines
All lines are stripped bare
Just, oh, just wonderin
There's no love lost

No sir, there is no love left in here...


i'm really not sure how i feel about you. i'm really not sure how i feel about anything at this point--this wall has become so sturdy that i can't even hear what's scratching on the other side anymore. and i am strangely content with all of this. i only worry at odd times, like the middle of the night and on the way to work. i feel as if i should be more affected. i haven't written in quite some time. i really should write more often.

but when it hits me, it really hits me.

i'm working on becoming someone that i am proud of right now.

I am strong, I am not weak

I am not in a place where I can talk to you

I am not hot, I am not cold

I am not for sale, for I am sold
I am strong, I am not weak

I am not in a place where I can talk to you

I am not hot, I am not cold

I am not for sale, I am sold

I built this house, it took quite long

Sticks and stones, I made it strong

I locked it up, I gave you a key

But you didn't come home to me
I am strong, I am not weak

I am not in a place where I can talk to you

I am not hot, I am not cold

I am not for sale, I am sold

I am unaffected, yet quite confused

In a state of non security, of non security
I laugh a lot before I cry

I don't understand how you could lie to me

How you could lie to me
I am strong, I am not weak

I am not in a place where I can talk to you

I am not hot, I am not cold

I am not for sale, I am sold

I am not a prisoner, yet I'm not free

I lost my mind, but I can see

I feel a witch upon my back

She stole my soul, I want it back
I am strong, I am not weak

I am not in a place where I can talk to you

I am not hot, I am not cold

I am not for sale, for I am sold

I am sold, I am sold

i'm trying to stay positive right now.