i am not weak.

Knots in her hair and all lines
All lines are stripped bare
Just, oh, just wonderin
There's no love lost

No sir, there is no love left in here...


i'm really not sure how i feel about you. i'm really not sure how i feel about anything at this point--this wall has become so sturdy that i can't even hear what's scratching on the other side anymore. and i am strangely content with all of this. i only worry at odd times, like the middle of the night and on the way to work. i feel as if i should be more affected. i haven't written in quite some time. i really should write more often.

but when it hits me, it really hits me.

i'm working on becoming someone that i am proud of right now.

I am strong, I am not weak

I am not in a place where I can talk to you

I am not hot, I am not cold

I am not for sale, for I am sold
I am strong, I am not weak

I am not in a place where I can talk to you

I am not hot, I am not cold

I am not for sale, I am sold

I built this house, it took quite long

Sticks and stones, I made it strong

I locked it up, I gave you a key

But you didn't come home to me
I am strong, I am not weak

I am not in a place where I can talk to you

I am not hot, I am not cold

I am not for sale, I am sold

I am unaffected, yet quite confused

In a state of non security, of non security
I laugh a lot before I cry

I don't understand how you could lie to me

How you could lie to me
I am strong, I am not weak

I am not in a place where I can talk to you

I am not hot, I am not cold

I am not for sale, I am sold

I am not a prisoner, yet I'm not free

I lost my mind, but I can see

I feel a witch upon my back

She stole my soul, I want it back
I am strong, I am not weak

I am not in a place where I can talk to you

I am not hot, I am not cold

I am not for sale, for I am sold

I am sold, I am sold

i'm trying to stay positive right now.