everything happens for a reason,

so i'm done looking at this as a bad thing. if i'm happy about it then it can't bring me down; it can only bring me up. in about two hours i'll find out for sure and go from there. i'm nervous, excited, and terrified all in one. however, i am so thankful for a couple of amazing someones holding me together this week. i don't think i could ever love anyone more. it's good to know that somethings only get better.

i'm over everything else that was bringing me down. it's not even worth confronting. you live and you learn and people come and go. i'm learning to let go.